Day 1

Day 1. The hardest day. The easiest day to quit and start "tomorrow".  

How I felt when I woke up...

                puffy, sad, low, defeated, hopeless, had a headache...

I decided to let myself have 1/2 cup coffee. And then I ate a few oranges. There were several chances to quit. 1- my brother called and asked what I wanted from Tim Hortons?!?!  2- my girls are going to sleep at my moms house(aka- date night?? Out to dinner??)  3- Its family fun day, meaning lets go do something fun and eat yummy food.

I am fighting back against all of those things to push through this process.  I will complete this. I will feel better. I will take my my life back.

Starting weight- heaviest I have ever seen on my home scale - 166.4.  

Planning to just get through the day and figure out tomorrow when I get there.  My body feels tired, puffy, large and unhealthy. Here we go!!